S I N G L E L I F E

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All my life I have yearned to be in a relationship. I pictured my wedding, the house we would own, the children we would have...the whole shebang.  Being a part of a couple has always been something I’ve searched for because I thought that’s what I needed to be complete.  

Years of wanting, fantasizing, waiting patiently, being mindful, biding my time,
hoping that things would change, relationships that didn’t work and heartbreak...my time wasn’t wasted experiencing these things. I was in limbo looking for something outside myself to feel whole.  I had to experience all those feelings and emotions to get where I am today. 

At this time in my life, I am truly happy to be single. I don’t have to consider or worry about another persons feelings, wants or needs. I have the blessing of time to focus on myself, what I like to do and how I want to live. I have gone through an intense awakening over the last 2 years and I am grateful to be navigating this journey without a significant other. 


I’ve realized that I am complete AS I AM. I don’t need another person to fix me or make me feel fulfilled. I still want a life partner and I’m open to finding love but right now I’m content to be on my own. I have a job I love, friends that keep me grounded and supportive family. I start massage school in September and I have all the time in the world to get ready for my mate. He/She (I’m being very open minded) is out there getting ready for me too. 

It’s a beautiful single life!

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