Easy Does It
I struggle with having down time. It’s weird because my greatest wish used to be that someday I would become a lady of leisure. These days when I have some free time I feel like I should be doing something. Cleaning, reading, scrolling through Instagram…something! I live in society where we are always multi-tasking. Literally right now I’m writing this blog while watching The Force Awakens. I find it very difficult do one thing at a time. Right now my body needs rest. I am still very fatigued and get tired fast. I cannot go back to the go-go-go lifestyle I had and if I try I will suffer in the long run. I know this intellectually but inside I feel guilty, like I’m doing something wrong by resting and taking it easy. I know that I am not the only person that feels this way. It is strange to be in this internal tug of war, wanting to do more and less at the s...