BABY FEVER
I have always wanted to be a mother as far back as I can remember. I had Cabbage Patch Kids that I dragged all over the place, baby dolls, Barbies and the like. I wanted to play house and of course, I’ll be the Mommy. It was never a thought in my mind that I wouldn’t have a family of my own. When I turned 30 I really felt my internal clock for the first time. It was like a switch was flipped and all of a sudden I felt the pressure of time. Baby Fever began. I was talking to my partner at the time about how having kids was important to me etc and that was ultimately a big part of us parting ways. Since that relationship I haven’t had a long term partner. Add in all my health stuff over the past few years and the thought of kids was put on the back burner. I haven’t forgotten about my want for a family though. I pretty much think about it every day. I am about to turn 36 tomorrow and I am single, no children and my wish of having a home and a few kids around