Sassy Sober Survivor

I have always thought my destiny was to become rich and famous. Adding to that I always thought I'd win the lottery and become a lady of leisure. You know the type, a woman who lunches, gets manicures every week and doesn't have to work. I was a lazy person and a lazy thinker and that's the best I could come up with at the time. Much of my adult life was spend in full flight from reality and having a closed mind. In my early 20's I literally thought I knew it all and had accepted a subpar life. I was humbled by my alcoholism and when I got sober is when my thinking started to change. My mind truly became open to listening to and implementing spiritual ideals. Today I believe in God and everlasting energy. I have felt both during quiet times of meditation. I feel close to God when my gratitude is strong. When I am in need of comfort I only have to ask and that brings me closer to my higher power. In the past few years the idea of my destiny has changed. I believ